so I got only one month left to study my uni. entrence exam, and I have to study way too much:(( in the meanwhile my ex keeps annoying me. I really got bored to see him with other girls.. (damn digital cameras!) There's a site called facebook, a site where you can make your own profile, and we both have profiles there so I constantly see his photos with other girls and read his posts about how he fell in love with another girl. I knew that he is just a jerk with lots of money but I just couldn't guess that he could annoy me this much!
anyway, I've been trying to play the cool girl so I can't just remove him from "my friends" at facebook (and there are some other complicated reasons too) so I decided not to open the computer for a while.. actually by doing that, I'm hoping to fully concentrete on my studies.
* * oh btw I want to work on reducing my anger and jelaousy for him, you know these negative feelings never bring good things to you, but I'm not sure how to do it :s I just want to release myself and let the whole matter go but it is not as easy as I say.. I'm just a 18-year-old girl full of emotions and hormones and wanting to believe somebody wholeheartedly -somebody very mean and full of lies- doesn't help me much.. so I would appreciate any advise on this matter:)
well, see you guys!
Write him a letter, not an email, an actual handwritten letter. Tell him everything, how he pisses you off, that you hate him, that you love him, that he has a small dick, whatever you are feeling put it in the letter. The letter doesn't even have to make sense. Just keep writing (and crying probably too, it's good for you) and when you can't write anymore find a safe place to completely burn the letter. You might want to do it more than once if you find more to say. Oh and if you can't remove him from you friends list, just don't go to facebook for awhile.
Hawthorne01:44 AM EET