I still can't believe how smooth everything is in my life at the moment! I was so over-stressed, and emotionally worn out until few days ago..

the memories of my ex were almost haunting me, I could sense his smell, his touch, his warmth.. then I decided to get over it and then I asked for advice from you.. you already knew that, and 2 days ago I did what Hawthorne suggested.

Actually I wasn't expecting myself to do it so soon but I almost "had to" to do it. Next morning -after writing the blog- I saw a dream, it was a very complicated one but at the end of it I met with M. (the ex) and and told him that I was there to talk to him. I was in a very decisive and strong attitude in my dream so when I woke up I felt an urge to write that letter:) before burning it I asked for guidance and help to solve this problem smoothly, to remove him from life and ta-daa, it has been solved smoothly! and after burning it I felt another urge to remove everything related to him from my computer and my life.. so I'm completely M-free at the moment:))

ok I had to admit, I wasn't sure whether I should delete it or not so I asked to Cerberus and he told me "always follow your intuition!!" hehe, thanks bro! :))

of course there are so many person to thank

here's my Oscar speech:

I want to thank ... lol. but seriously I'm feeling the true support here:)